Losing my blog virginity

I have always had an interest in blogs. I have a tumblr, but that’s mostly for pictures and the occasional text post of me venting about my life. There’s something about blogs that is just so intriguing. There’s so many people that you can connect with through their writing. It’s amazing to think that someone, from a completely different country, from a completely different background and upbringing, will be reading my writing. And for what? Pure curiosity? Because they can relate? Whatever the case may be, it is still mind blowing to think about. Of course, I don’t expect that to happen right away, and maybe it won’t even happen at all. But how would you know if you don’t try? Let me start by explaining my choice for my URL. “Forever in lust” (I had to add the extra ‘t’ to lust because it had already been taken). I chose this as my URL because I thought it sounded cool, but also because, so far in my short nineteen year life, it is very relatable. I’ve had two serious relationships in my life. One of which lasted about five months, and the other lasted 364 days. That’s right, I broke up with my boyfriend the day before our one year anniversary. And to make matters worse, it was two days after his birthday. At some point in the future, I’ll go into more detail of these relationships that have changed my outlook on love, but for now I’ll stick to the basics. Basically the reasoning behind my URL choice is that I love being in lust. I love the thrill of not knowing what exactly the relationship is between me and another man. It’s exhilarating to not have stability, to have the spontaneity of getting that text saying, “hey I’m free for a few hours, let’s do something.” And it’s also kind of nice to not have the responsibility of maintaining a relationship. I know this makes me sound like I get around, but I really don’t. I have slept with five guys my whole life, one of which I wouldn’t even count (again, more detail at a later time). Lust is just easier, and maybe that makes me a coward, but I’m young, I have plenty of time to figure things out, I don’t care what people think. I’m happy with where I am in my life right now, and that’s all that matters. Lust is convenient, it’s not an all consuming thing. So for right now I am “forever in lust.”

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